SanDiegoAirport: I work near the San Diego airport
""I do not know what I am doing. How do I find my niche ? Who do I hire to teach me how to self employ myself ?""
I am not homeless ;but I watch a hobo on the trolley outraged as he calls customer service to demand a refund after staring down a empty bag of chips he paid $4.00 for. I do not want to end up like that guy. He smells like he shoveled horse poop for the Del Mar Fairgrounds and yet here he is begging for a bag of chips without air after probably performing horrifying amounts of work with only a empty bag to show for it . Unlike him, I am not demanding a handout or a refund. I just need advice on how to keep in motion because I look at my savings account and I know I am stagnating.
I do not own a business (or even a car for that matter after the accident ), I am a under-employed overnight valet who dreams of doing something useful with his life ( Maybe even someday run for city council ?) . I have been hoarding unsorted children's playing cards from my childhood and I have poorly written computer code that will never be developed into something useful I could sell . Recently, I have officially been suspended in a permanent ban from several social network websites. That is how toxic I am at this point (It is not a good look). Even dating websites no longer want to do business with me. I am a good looking guy but there is something wrong with my attitude and even the military drill sergeants noticed this before they black-listed me from the military (Not that it matters, I was grateful to be removed). I am also glad my parents moved out of state and left me stranded here because they were probably holding me back . So here I am , staring deep into the glory of this morning sunrise at the end of every shift . Telling myself : " Time to go back to sleep" and that is a problem. I should be generating income as I struggle to go to sleep in this summer heat against the vibrations of my room-mate's loud music before going back to the freezing temperatures of my job where I will once again be exposed to car exhaust and second hand cigarette smoke from crooks who do not want to pay the hotel they invaded . Which goes back to my subject title of : ""I do not know what I am doing. How do I find my niche ? Who do I hire to teach me how to self employ myself ?""