I'm a lover of all things tech.- a nerd/geek but I don't look it. I'm extremely shy so this kinda stuff is really hard for me but I've had a really tough couple years and lost basically all my self esteem going thru a hellish breakup and trial by fire ever since. I desperately need to turn this around and find someone (more than one not at a time really) but i just need to feel something. I need to feel wanted again by SOMEONE before it's over for me. I have more than my share of knowledge about pnp and would like to have fun like that but not being a gay man it's been impossible. ;( Are there ANY straight, not super old, good looking guys who like to PNP? Or does that not exist for us? Feel like I'm all alone in a world that doesn't want me please prove me wrong.