Nothingleft: I never will amount to anything
My goals are dead. I wanted to be away from my cruel family by high school graduation and wanted at least 1 daughter by 24.
Im now 27, worthless to even those who knew me as everyone abandoned me leaving me to the emotional and financial abuse of my worthless family. Most of my teeth have fallen out and everyone treats me like garbage wether its in person or back when played online which I never will do again.
I dont feel 27 and hate women who are older becuase they remind me of how my life wasted away. Forced to watch everyone else live their life to the fullest my payee forced me to rot! As every person I talked to left, every girl I liked got with someone else as she forced me to listen to how they were happy, forced pictures of their kids on me as I sat yheir ALONE WITH NO ONE HOW I HATE MY MOTHER AND FAMILY YOULL NEVER KNOW.
My Ideal Match:
Im not even sure I could ever have an actual meaningful relationship with anyone anymore but time is running out brcuase I cant keep going on like this.