autismguy: Lonely, clingy, autism, single, no skeletons, seeking LTR
I have autism, I dont get social interactions, dont see the point in rudeness, or dishonesty. I seek a bdsm relationship, I seek somebody who cuddles, clingy, affectionate, somebody wanting no secrets, no hidden agenda. I speak my mind which some times gets me in trouble, other times, I just am quiet. I am tall, nerdy, broken, I have mental health issues, I live a lonesome life. I dont drink, dont smoke, dont do drugs, this is requirement as well for my partner, she doesnt do any drinking drugs or smoking. I seek long term, I seek a reality of being intimate daily, having sensuality, and happiness with life. I am a nerd type, I enjoy astrology, cameras, technology, computers, but I dont do hardcore gaming. I do occasionally game, but just pc and more older classic games, even dos based.
I seek a life based on bdsm, on the kink in bedroom AND around home, and really just being honest, with my partner. I require somebody whom is on extreme levels of dedicated, loyal, sincere, sensual, passionate, intimate, kind, serving, caring, wants to bring intimacy always.
I am lost in my life. I have lost a lot from covid, and my lifestyle with autism doesnt promote friends, so I dont go out with guys. Im a home body individual, i tend to stray away from fights, and toxic b.s. I enjoy life pleasures, but Im sole searching for somebody who wants respect, honesty (meaning yes I tell you if you look ....) I enjoy more intimacy and hands on with partner lifestyle, than to live seperate lives and sleep in seperate beds (i dont agree with that).
I would enjoy showering together, being close, being sincere and honest in everything we communicate about. I dont have social skills, and with autism, I am clearly unable to get sarcasm, or understand ones mood. Clear persception of what you want, need, etc, is required for me.
I live my life feeling like every day should be based on intimacy and happiness, therefore with this statement, I fully hate occasion dates, xmas, bdays, valentines, etc. I feel its commercialised and I dont get this. The value of relationship and love and hapiness must be a hourly, daily, every day routine and life, not some once per year whatever, etc.
I am single, no skeletons, my own unique life, and while some can call it sad, I just live my life for me. I dont want arguments, say one thing mean another, type of attitudes, I seek genuine happiness, bliss, intimacy based. yes, this means I am bad with projected signs (this means you want to do something, etc). Clear audible communication is what I like. There is no guessing, there is just you being you with honesty in your words.
I dont live my life for regrets but I have many, and when it comes to dating I regret I am not more successfull, but I do wish for a bdsm based relationship. s type. just so your aware completely.